Sunday, October 24, 2004
haha. i dunno how the chalet was for the others, but i enjoyed it. =) we didnt really do much except "qie" FIFA and NBA on xbox. ppl who wanna see wat happened can ask qian zi for the clips and pics she took during the 3days2nites. i really think that wat the class needs is a chalet like this. but a chalet where everyone or most can stay over lah. it helps not only to bond the class but to also generate more morale for everyone, especially after the promos. mebbe the timing wasnt rite, but seriously, if i take ur suggestions and set it during the holidays, it will be harder to plan and to gather ppl lor. remember, it's easy to comment on wat ppl like me do, to plan and worry about chalet, but if i gave u the task, could u have fared any better ? the main thing is still - someone did sth, at last.
hm. i think basically the response for this outing can be considered good liao since only a handful couldnt make it. we even had guest appearance by 3 A6 ppl. haha, one of them namely our CT first lady ;)
this early mornin, i stood at the balcony with zhi yang at ard 4+,5 am. sharing our views about the chalet. and i realise a sad irony, ppl from A6 can actually take time from early noon till late night to come over and even help with the bbq while ppl from our class who stay over are still only that handful. one teacher in sch said sth to me once b4, if u are desperate enuff for sth, or if u are really passionate about it, u'll find any ways possible to accomplish it.

hai. sometimes wen i say sth, it may seem overly sensitive or unjustified. but hey, take a look at zhi yang and hwee pin. they face the danger of retainin, they should be the ones who are backing out. they still came, and they stayed over. for this, i really thank them and i will pray especially hard for them. to lose 2 great ppl like them will be our great loss.
u noe, our class has hardly, HARDLY anithing that we have done together that we can actually be proud of or to remember our whole lives. i sincerely dun wanna go thro jc jus to forget wat we did. it's a waste of 2 years, i tell u. have u ever felt that sense of despair and loss wen someone close to u leaves u and u find that u have never really known that person ? dun treat our class ppl as aquaintances or jus someone to go thro ur jc life with u. we are all 04A5. realistically speakin, we wont have much time to celebrate anithing next year, and i doubt ppl will be any more enthu bout outings anymore. shouldnt we take this year as a good opportunity to bond ? take a good look in class in sch tml, these faces surrounding u will not be there forever. if u dun cherish these ppl, if u dun cherish these times. then, jc is jus a transition of sec to uni only, isnt it ? u never mature emotionally, mentally and in character. ur brains get smart but ur heads get dumb. i m not berating anyone, everyone has their restrictions. thats why we shouldnt use our own restrictions as excuses, becos we all have. i m putting this entry here in hopes of breakin thro that cloudy skies to let the sun shine thro. even tho i may not like some ppl in our class but hey, i m not likeable myself. but, i do love 04A5 it's my class ... our class ... it's the time of my life wen i meet ppl like u, whom have touched me in more areas than one. ( not punning, i m serious ).

hai,
alson

p.s. i also would like to thank ppl like yi shen and qian zi who each spent like $50 buying food and stuff. next, also ppl who stayed over like sally, peyshan, rachel, qianzi, hwee pin, zhi yang, yi shen, clarence, fengji, jeremy and yongchen. my thx also going out to ppl who came for the bbq on saturday namely rongrong, junni, guanghui and the A6 ppl. lastly, i would also like thank ppl like alvin, evon and isaac, they have been really sincere about not being able to be there with us and they have expressed regrets bout not being able to come. i dun blame u guys cos u missed out on the fun of getting drunk and all ;) sorry if i missed out anyone. and good luck to watever's coming up to all 04a5-ians.

by ~me~ at 10:02 PM ©

---