Thursday, October 27, 2005
alright. i didnt want to do this. because i wanted to be nice and not burst people's bubble and because i was too lazy. hehe.
the issue i am referring to is not any of our class conflicts nor does it involve anyone from our class. i believe everyone is too busy mugging now anyways, so no time for clashes.
i am talking about 04a1a's class blog. when i saw it, two reactions came to my mind. one is the 'tiaong' feeling we get when things are really moronic and the other is the i-cant-believe-these-people feeling. i am talking about things in general of course. there are peope inside whom i think are still nice but because it's their class so they go along with it. look, if any of the a1a people read this, this is not a case of me being mean just cause i'm jealous. this is a case when an objective and neutral person goes to your class blog, look around and am truly irked by what you write.
let's just talk about your title dealing with something about your class being the best. it is a typical case of ego feeding ego. really. i know you probably wont believe what i say anyway, but please do take offense at what i say. it'll show that you can actually understand. many of you people are very wrapped up in your dreams. yes, it's true your class performed well in the prelims and the tests before it. but no, it's not due to your brilliance or your remarkable knowledge. i'd like to think that i am helping you guys by waking you up verbally before your ego makes you suffer later on in life. you think you people are very special, that's what you think. most of the people around are sometimes embarassed but mostly annoyed by what you say or do because it's either very irritating or embarassing. anyways, back to your studies. hey, dont think you are great because you scored well, come try our combination and we'll see how you do. it's not an excuse for my class to do badly generally but i tell you what, i've seen many of my classmates struggle very hard against the odds and i am proud of them not because of their grades, but because of their effort and resilience. i wont say something as irresponsible as 'you have got it easy because your combi is easy for you'. but let me say this: your combination is definitely alot easier to do than ours.
to be fair, different classes have different aptitude and passion for different subjects. i say this which is very true, 04a5 is a class where people are interested beyond normal lessons, what we each pursue are definitely more meaningful than just scoring. take me for example, i like to learn and explore more of the human pysche because i want to help my students when i become a teacher. if we score, we are pleased with our hard work. we do not go around boasting that we are the best class with amazing students. it is one thing to share the pleasure of succeeding together but another to act all smug like you're better human beings. on the contrary, i think it makes you lesser of a person because it shows how much pride and ego has eroded away your virtues. anyway, i've looked around and saw your 101st post. yeah, the clothes are nice alright, but are your class people good looking enough to wear it ? please, i beg of you, if you want to think you're so clever, you can because you can still lie to yourselves in the immediate future. but dont think you're glamorous or gorgeous in any way, it's revolting. at least have the semblance of mind to note that people can read and it really turns people off ( people who know you, anyway ). i dont mean that you are hideous or anything near that but dont let your ego take you to where you cannot go. i myself am not even good looking, maybe even less than average but i accept the reality and i never would dream of boasting myself as being gorgeous. it's good to dream, but you must remember to come back to reality. if you are truly good looking, even the worst of clothes cannot take away your looks. to seek something that we all know and you know you dont have ( even if you are not aware ) can seem materialistic and stupid.
dealing with my 04a5's conflicts. yes, it may seem all very nice for you in your dreamland that you've never quarrelled in your blog. but hey, my class is very open. we do not hide our agendas in class. whatever that happens we talk it out. i agree that some of our discussions have not been very constructive or objective. but let me tell you this, it's reality that conflicts happen. it's simply a case of different personalities. it's not like we're less nice people than you are. if you spout that kind of nonsense in my face, i'll ensure that you will not be able to talk for one week, at least. do not insult my friends. they have some of the better personalities that i've come across in my life. and i tell you, because of our conflicts and clashes, we better understand each other. we've seen the darker and uglier side of evryone. to be friends, just like one another for their nice-ness, but to become true friends we have seen and embraced one another's uglier side. not everyone of course. but we have each found great friends that will be true to one another. so no, i dont even envy your class at all. i pity you people, in fact.
anyways. am too lazy to continue on the rambling. not worth the effort to say anymore. you'll probably ignore it or most possibility erase it from your memories since it couldnt have happened since you are such a great class and all. lucky i dont get to see any of your little moronic acts in sch anymore.
on a lighter note. it's nice that you're such great friends. but after spending time with some of you, i doubt you are really true to yourselves and to your classmates as well. for your own sake, i hope you change.
for my own class 04a5, persevere on pumpkins. for the sake of your future and dreams.

alson. look, go on and hate me. at least it'll mean a few more people will remember me. i'll really like the 'popularity'. and not like i'll bother myself with you -.- ... and oh yes, you owe me something for wasting my time writing about you and yes, feel free to rebuke me. i love a good argument.
by ~me~ at 7:34 PM ©

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