Saturday, October 29, 2005
alson here again.
before i say anything, i am stressing that i am fully responsible for whatever i've posted. so if you need to address anything regarding this issue to anyone, just put my name on your post please.
anyway, stop romantisicing this issue here. it's not bad blood. simply because i dont even treat you seriously, so why would i care about anything you say except for the fact that it amuses me. yes, i know i sound crazy sometimes, but as i was reading your recent entries again, i felt that it was kinda amusing. why ... cause it shows how much you are still dreaming. of course you wont agree with me, but was just letting you know from an outsider point of view how stupid you guys seem.
look, i refrained from downright cursing and swearing at you for two reasons. one is that you dont deserve that emotional stress from me and second is that i was being very polite already. you havent had a taste of worse, cause i didnt want to break your fragile hearts. stop thinking along the lines of 'oh, i'll not debase myself', i'll not lower myself to this level'. alot of tosh. you're not anywhere above anyone to start with, except for your ego probably. you may try to lace your language with flowery words and phrases, but in reality you are just wasting everyone's precious time when we spend less time and effort to say the same thing. you have to resort to using language as a weapon to make yourself on a seemingly higher ground. but i tell you, i've seen people who are better than you but they keep from using those because ' the empty vessels make the most noises '.
furthermore, you say or imply that i have no 'right' to lecture you on your ego and mannerism. fine. first near-to-clever thing i heard so far. i admit that i have no right to tell you about your flaws, but then it's the internet, and there's something called ' freedom of expression '. i never asked you to stop posting trash, did i ? that is because i respect your rights. and because i too have my rights , incidentally, that is why i can post what i like about your idiocies. if you didnt even take what i say seriously, then why even blog to rebuke. you dont call that rebuking, fine, i'll give it a nicer term - protecting your class. i was just being nice enough to let you know of how others would and could think of your class. and of course, since i couldnt help myself, i made it an insult =).
sigh, look. stop all these 'let's be gentleman' trash. i was in cat high and i had enough of four years of stressing on being a gentleman ( just go past my school and you'll see it all over the wall -.- ) and for awhile when i was in jc i used to think like that. but then i realise that it was stupid because it was something that we all try to make ourselves seem special and it also seemed sorta pretentious. so i dropped it. when you keep telling yourself this, it's actually damn dumb. why do you think you are the only gentleman ? what is your perception of a gentleman ? are you sure you can even fulfill the criteria ? like i said, dont let your ego take you to where you cannot go.
you claim there's no facade. but when you blog and say that you dont care about what i say and 'oh, i still love my class and we're great' and then you go on to counter all the points i've listed, it's damn fake lah. and i see the way you guys talk and act, it's also damn *rolls eyes*. it's not only my opinion, i wouldnt dare to act on my own impulse ( actually i do but yeah ) but it's after hearing from different people.
and what's with all that shit this and shit that ? implies you are actually bothered by what i say. congragulations ! and it's damn 'tiaong' when you keep saying shit with such an angry tone ( tsk tsk ) and then go on to tell everyone in your class that you are a gentleman. look, i admit that i too have so many of my own flaws, but i wont hesitate to list them out if you want. and yes, i do love my class. but i think that every other class is as great and everyone is as great too. i would never dreamed of putting my class above everyone else. but it's because i like my class very much which is why i call it a great class without the tone of 'we are better than everyone else' of course. it's one thing to be proud, like i said before and another to sound like you're better than everyone. we are all different because of our varied circumstances but when it comes to potential, who really knows ?
of course, while saying all these, i know it's a wasted effort on my part because you'll simply resume your 'oh god, i'm so good and so are the rest of my classmates' routine. it's like being a bimbo without the looks, which is very very turn off *pat pat*. but anyways, nice knowing you. ( that was also part of being polite, hehe. )
by ~me~ at 10:44 AM ©

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